Friday, June 7, 2013

Anything

For those who might care
My mom told me she is suicidal the other day. She has been depressed for several years. I thought she was better. Just goes to show you how much you don’t know when you don’t live at home anymore. She isn’t getting any support from my Dad. They are technically still married but they don’t sleep in the same bed anymore and don’t wear their wedding rings. My mo is stuck paying most of the bills when my dad is the one that makes most of the money. The cell phones are out of service again, which only makes me more worried.
Guys I can’t handle losing my mom. I just can’t. I need your prayers and support. I don’t really know what to do. I’ve tried getting her to go to church. She didn’t seem up for it but I told her she should go with my one of my best friends from home. Maybe she could go to the women s center or something idk, 
I myself am struggling financially. I probably will have to take a semester off because im behind on school payments and I don’t get a lot of financial aid because my dad makes a lot of money. However my parents have never keen to help me out paying for things.
But it;s like I don’t care that much about my situation because I CANNOT lose my mom. I just want to help her out as much as I can. But I’m a poor college  student. what can I do? 
Just please pray if you made it this far down. Please. I need support, help, a hug, anything.